Boredom

So, I just finished reading The Notebook. I've seen the movie a million times but never read the book. It was amazing how similar the two are. I realized how much I miss being in love. I haven't really had anyone that I cared that much about for about 3 years. I know, it's sad. Hopefully when i move to NC I'll meet the love of my life ♥. Earlier today, my friend Kellie and I went to see My Sister's Keeper. I cried for 2 hours straight. There were some happy moments, but those just made me cry even harder. There was some guy sitting behind us all by himself crying his eyes out. It was a good movie, but only see it if you want your makeup smeared all over your face lol. Not much else going on today....I was going to go out for margaritas with my friend Charmaine but she's out of town so now no plans and a lot of energy haha. I will leave you with a quote from The Notebook movie because I'm feeling way to mushy...


"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday"


if only i could find that kind of love....
have a good night everyone!!!

Numero Uno

Hey everyone! I've been told many times to start a blog but never thought I had much to talk about but I will try it out anyway. So, my name is Ashley, and I'm from Bear, DE. I have lived here for all of my 22 years. I am finally moving though!! In September I will be moving to Goldsboro, NC to live with my sister, her husband, and my two nephews!!! I just feel like I am in desperate need of a fresh start. I have just quit smoking cigarettes, today is day 5! Yay me lol! I have a one year old puppy named Brodie, he's a beagle. I love him even when he tears apart rugs, steals things, drinks from my glasses, and digs holes in the back yard :). Oh yeah, and he started howling at nothing at random times scaring me to death because i think he hears someone breaking into my house or something lol. Yeah, i worry about stupid things a lot. I work as a bill collector at the moment. Don't hate me, I'm the nice one I swear!! I hate it though. It really depresses me that i have to call people all day that have either had something really horrible happen to them recently or I'm calling complete assholes that just want to yell at me because they haven't worked in 10 years but opened a credit card a year ago. One last tidbit before i end for the night. I just saw a commercial for that stupid show more to love. Why is it that there has to be stupid shows like that. Instead of making a humiliating show for larger women, why can't reality shows be REAL. Have a mix of normal people on every show. I hate reality TV these days. It's really getting on my nerves. Except of course Big Brother. I have an unhealthy obsession with that show lol. Well, have a good night everyone!